Calm and Relax

鱼哭了，水知道。我哭了谁知道？

2009-06-17T13:44:00.002+10:00

你哭了.我知道.我爱你你知道?

思念是一种病

多久没有说我爱你

多久没有拥抱你所爱的人

当这个世界不再那麼美好

只有爱可以让它更好

我相信一切都来得及

爱一个人不一定要拥有他，

但拥有一个人，一定要去好好爱他，

就像我拥有你，我一定爱你。

不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。

春有春的风情，冬有冬的雅致，

人生各有各的美丽，各有各的潇洒，

你笑，全世界跟着你笑。

sibu~~~

2009-01-20T17:44:00.003+11:00

FINALLY i came back to sibu. well this place doesnt change much at all. the road is bumpy as usual, people are arrogant n fears as usual and the food is good n cheap as usual. that is something that doesnt much.ahahhaah...
so far...dun really do anything special after i came back. this is d 3rd day since i came back. my parent went to penang for visiting, so practically i saw my parent for 1 day only.hehehe...
a part from resting, i ate a lot of food because its cheap n nice, miss them too much. next time i take a pic of it.hahaha..sibu is famous for its kampua, kompia, laksa, tian min gu, n others..so it so much different from any where in the world, that is y i miss them when i was in australia.
d weather and the internet here sucks. it has being raining since d day i landed..rain non stop...so that is y i stay home most of the time. what is worse is the internet connection keep on disconnecting, that really pist me off..imagine half way thru a conversation, n it dced...how irritating is that.hahaha
wat else is interesting...oh i went jogging at a park near my housing area with my friend..we were catching up wit each other all those time that we miss..hahaha...well its nice to have reunion, see how people go with their lives, yeah....

here is some interesting image i saw in the pizza hut in my hometown..."please let us SEAT you"...hurmmmm...O.o

a song that i like..from the group that i like as well.

2009-01-07T00:03:00.000+11:00

Don't Wanna Lose You Now
Artist: Backstreet Boys
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I knew what I've done
You know, so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care

[Chorus:]
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or never again

I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Don't Wanna Lose You Now lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/14949-Don-t-Wanna-Lose-You-Now~Backstreet-Boys.html
Of slipping away
It keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to live that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away

[Chorus]

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you
Don't wanna lose to loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again

[Chorus]

new year 2009

2009-01-01T23:30:00.006+11:00

HAPPY new year everyone...
2008 has ended and 2009 is coming. hurray...i have to say...time flies really fast.
i still remember clearly how my 1st and second sem go..1st sem was hellish as the anatomy was crazily pressuring and hard. while second sem is going ok but the examination is stupidly hard..thank God that i passed all them n go into next year.
well i m third year now..hahah..2 more years to go before becoming a official optometrist. please visit me for eyes checking yeah.
2008 has being a short year..everything jz go on unexpectedly. people come and go. but i m still at the same place. hahahhaa..
nothing much happen in 2008, my wish hvnt being fulfill yet. still in progress, hope i can obtain it this year with much more efford.

new year resolution:
1. study hard and get good result.
2. work to pay off my equipment money.
3. .......
4. meet more people and more social able.
5. learn to b more confidence.
wish everyone and me have a happy and enjoyable 2009.

here are some pic i took during the count down in fed square..sorry about the blurness coz i was taking d pic while moving.

well..1st pic...as u can see many people is going for the count down. can u spot anyone u familiar?hahaha

fire works pic..it seems like the police station is being blast off..hahaha..sorry wrong angle

last pic...wish u have a good laugh after looking at it.

2008-12-28T09:03:00.004+11:00

finally...i have a day off from works after the crazy Christmas period and boxing day sales. it was really busy in the shop and packed with shoppers to come to buy sunnies for Christmas present or themselves...well we make quite a good sales, but its tiring. i have being working til 12am for 2 days starting from 2pm.
here is a few pictures i took recent out of boredom.

christmas tree!!! nice??well its packed with tinsels.

plum!!!it just at my backyard...its kinda sour. but something happen..the whole tree's fruit just disappear for some reason.

flowers...it seems nice, dunno wat is it called.

thats all for now.
status life: like an empty bottle.

New jobs.

2008-12-17T22:26:00.004+11:00

yahoo..finally got a job in melbourne..now i work in 1001 optical in westfield doncaster. its a nice place, the people are very friendly...teach me nicely..but i think i did quite a lot of mistake..shhhh....I hope i wont get scold or anything...wat to do...i a newbie there.
anyway...mostly i do is customer services. sales sunglasses and specs..dun ask me about contact lens yet..coz i have no idea how they do it here. Lenses...pretty much i memorise the refractive index for different refractive error..n the price are costly..
1st stupid mistake i made is there is a customer came in and ask whether do we are selling any sunnies o nt..d problem is i dunno wat sunnies is, n i thought its a brand, so i say NO. then they guy was stund coz we were just standing beside the sunnies. SUNNIES actually mean sunglasses which i dunno until i start working in the shop..man that was embarrasing. crap!!..hahaha
hope i not gonna do anything stupid again.

exam over period!!

2008-12-07T00:22:00.004+11:00

yes..exam has over for almost a week...finally have the chance to relax n tidy up everything...
well...good things about holiday is that u dun have to go uni, dun have to revise, dun have to worry about exams and anything...u jz relax...and do something u like to do.
but i started to get bored already...most of the time i jz stay home and watched movies, play games or sometimes do some gardening..
hahaha..finally..i got a job trial on monday..trial for half a day, if my performance is good i will b employed..hopefully..it will b a chance for me to expose to the optometry world, and gain experience later in life in sense of how to run a optical shop.
aii...bored bored bored...can anyone suggest wat can i do for this holiday??
result going to release soon..so nervous

2008-11-04T20:40:00.002+11:00

Examnotic = disease of examination.
symptom :
-obvious present of heavy eyes bag!
-craving at night.
-restless.
-hallucination about what u can do if there is not exam.
-day dreaming.
-cursing people who dun have examnotic (coz they finish their exam earlier.)
-cursing at lecturer who teach.
-curse at the people who come out with the idea, theory, discovery etc etc..
-talk to urself. (coz u r memorising stuff)

range of people will get it:
-age range from 18 to 30.

cause of disease:
-scare of retain 1 sem.
-kiasu
-show off.

FUnny events.

2008-10-23T16:06:00.004+11:00

This is what happen..this morning i don't have any practical since its alternate week so i went to university at 11.30am. so when i reached city, i met a friend then we took tram together to university. Then, May called me and ask me join her for lunch, i was saying ok since i THOUGHT my class start at 1pm. then i ask my friend where is he going, he said lecture. then i told him i gonna met my friend 1st then go lecture. Then he look so confuse n ask me whether i gonna skip the pathology lecture or what. i said no, it start at 1pm rite. He was even more confused coz we were late and i can still go n meet my friend. the lecture was actually start at 12 instead of 1pm!!! thanks to him i miss 15 mins of my lecture and have to FFK May.sorry har..hahaha..
I laugh thru out the lect because thinking of my silliness.
funniest part is, after the lecture, Kirin came. He was walking so confidently into the building n ask us what are we doing outside..then we ask him back the exact question. He totally forgot that the lecture start at 12 instead of 1pm., so he came to uni for nothing.HAHHAHA...
finally found someone who is equally blur as me!!hahahah

FUnny events.

2008-10-23T16:06:00.000+11:00

2008-10-16T21:57:00.002+11:00

2 weeks after holiday n finally i got the time to write something here.
doing special happen so far..jz exam is coming soon. so everyone must be busy doing their revision, if not, they are the bravest student ever.hahaha..
man..i have studying real slow, read every single words on the lecture.oh..and i finally listen to audio lecture for my pathology since the lect speak like a M-15. non stop n blah.........everything.

hahaha..i m going back on 17th of jan...friend, u gonna miss up roti canai telur + bawang, chao mian, bah ku teh, teh tarik and every nice food.!!!!hahahaha

really tired~

2008-10-04T23:19:00.002+10:00

PAINTBALL!!!= pain ball.ouch!!
finally got a chance to try paintball. not really a paint ball, it taste like some glue.(i kena some on the mouth, not deliberately go and try them!!)well....its fun, got the chance to shoot people around, but its really tiring as we need to ran around, hiding, shouting etc...hahaha..tired almost as tired as skiing. Overall, i have being shoot 11 times, i think, 1 on the face, 1 on head (somebody stupidly shoot me though i ask them to surrender), 2 on arms, 4 on chest, and 3 on thigh.(there is still bruises on the body, damn pain actually). Nice experience.
another interesting thing happen, my Macau friend suddenly ask me, what is the attractive place in KL?? i was like...hurm....NO IDEA.Probably MAMAK STALL and NIGHT MARKET. d place i used to go most of the time. hahahaha...sorry man, i just being there for 1 year, not really sure about the place.
Holiday finally comes to an end. NOOOOooo....means after this have to study for exam. EXAM!!! but i think i did a lot of stuff doing this holiday..lets c
1. i went to ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW.
2. PAINTBALL
3. STEAMBOAT AT MY HOUSE.
4. STUDY AT LIBRARY...once.
5. GOT THE CHANCE TO DRIVE AROUND.
6. and lastly...i have enough rest.hhahaha
oh and everybody...5/10/08 start day light saving...remember to change ur clock, watch etc to on hour earlier.

2008-10-04T01:10:00.002+10:00

phew...finally i get the idea. the basic knowledge of doing the damn statistic assignment. no wonder its confusing, we have no statistic background. After chatting with my friends, i just realise that they also learn it from QM. that is why its easy to them and almost drive us crazy. some of them makes no sense at all.hahaha...
well...have to sleep early today, tomorrow we are going to play paint ball at oakleigh. have to wake up early in the morning to go city and meet up.
thats all today. kinda tired after thinking over the statistic. haih...2 statistic assignments, 1 optic assignment, and 2 CAL to go after break.

2008-10-02T23:16:00.002+10:00

yes..finally my internet has return, everything speed up, yohoo...even time speed up also.
i just realise that i just has less than 1 month before my study break. =.=''
less than a month...thats mean each week i have to cover 1 subject at least...1 subject!!! okay...must start put on the nerd look adi, and start revision.
Today i spend my time wisely.wahahahah...went to city and change my air ticket for going back this summer. then i went to May's house and later we went to library to study, coz got air con..nice!!! study there for almost 3 hours. finally i get to understand my statistic. whats all the rejection, accepting, hypothesis stuff..phew..thanks may for the book.hahaha
At night we had dinner at a Korean restaurant with Michelle and Hisa. haven't seen her for a while, this almost like partial reunion dinner. then went back home. I almost miss my bus because when i reached there, the bus just passed the stop. so i have to ran all the way to other stop just to catch the bus..phew..if not i would b listening to another long lecture.
parent are going back soon, this sunday. Sad la. when they are here, they really help a lot. my mum cook every dinner, lunch and breakfast where my dad take care of the garden..thank you very much.

slowwww

2008-10-01T00:17:00.002+10:00

arrrrrrrggggggggggg....my house internet has overloaded...everything so slow!!!
anyway..it helps me to concentrate with my studies.hahahaha...
OKay...from now on...I have determined to eat vegetables and cut down on his meat, sugar and salt intake..*sniff sniff*..although its hard to achieve.hahaha
After reading through pathology, i realise most kind of disease are due to imbalance diet...like too much meat will cause gout, too much salt leads to high blood pressure, too many sugar, anyone knows it, diabetes which would eventually lead too another much more disease. haih...well, has balance in everything is always right. funny this is that today during dinner when i start to eat carrot, my mum was sooooo surprise...she was asking me.."are u alright???y suddenly eat vege??"hahahaha....mum, i did eat vege hor...jz dat i dislike them, so i eat little of them.
Prevention is better than cure right, don't let them come to u 1st then only take action.it would be too late.hahaha..so must start to have good and healthy diet since we are still young, and have long way to go. live to the fullest of everyday.
YOSH...must fulfill this for better future.

~YAWN~~

2008-09-29T23:43:00.008+10:00

well...thought might look around my picture folder to find something that would motivate me to study...hahaha..but guess not...jz find some neat stuff to bring back memory...
1st...my 21th and 20th birthday..well its a surprise party actually and i really din anticipate them.hahaha..they celebrate one week earlier than my actual date. Wel..thanks guys...that is my 1st birthday surprise ever.
21th

20th

gold coast visit..with May, Hisa, Qi Lun, Wen Kai and Yinci.

my sunway year..hahaha..study there for just a year and i have great time there. no curfew, no limits hostle life.hahaha..miss that time man..

Shopping at DFO..note:none of the bags are mine.. i was just sitting there so that they can put the stuff there.lol...

prefect year when i was in secondary high school. spot me if u can

Dinner at macadante when having our trinity term 3 break. hahaha...only me, may, dan dan and yinci were left in melbourne.the rest went back to malaysia.leaving us.

Finally...graduation..graduate from Trinity.wuhoo...c the happy face on everyone. that is a relief face..din know that Uni is more hectic.hahaha..

The most daring one.
this pic leh..is when i went to may's house for visit. 1st time come to her house..

this 1 is may, hisa and wen kai sneak into my house at the middle of the night while my sister is sleeping. man...my heart almost fall out if my sis ever find this happen.

Melbourne zoo visit.hahahaha...

time has pass real quick
cherish every moment,
never know when there is one day we may separated,
walk into different path of life.

2008-09-28T23:25:00.002+10:00

gosh...did not do any study for whole day...
went to have bowling with brian, joseph and chris and later we went to play pools at the city. No idea why suddenly everyone so playful. Usually we would just stay home, study, gaming or watching tv. Its rare that we come out during sunday. hahaha
at night..hoohoh..my mum cook our local laksa. Sarawak laksa...man its nice...being missing it for 7 months. It different from any kind of laksa at west malaysia. (curry and asam laksa.)

tada...here is a pic of the laksa..
Another thing is that i just got my exam timetable. The schedule sucks!!!..start at 18 and ends at 28..the very last day of exam..everyone of my friends already off to have holiday and i am still there study for my stupid exam. how sad rite.....d funnier thing is that i put my date of exam on timetable that is like 18/19/26/28. Then all of a sudden, my friend ask me, does that number stand for anything??? actually, my friend interprets it as
"18 is where the age of growing up,
19 is the age where i want to stay forever
26 is the age i want to get married
and 28 is the age to have child."
wow...nice interpretation.hahaha...

Boring Saturday...

2008-09-27T23:17:00.003+10:00

after all the hectic activity last week...man i m a totally tired. sleep early yesterday night, and still tired in the morning. Woke up quite early due to heat and sunlight. Man, summer is coming soon, and everyone knows...Melbourne summer isn't something pleasant eh. hahaha...hot like desert. ai..how come this year the weather change to rapid...i still want to enjoy cool weather. can't complaint too much, its nature. so whole day hiding in my room, try to some catch up. But failed, due to weather :) .hahaha..yeah..blame on the weather.
well...didnt do anything special today, just stay at home, doing some reading (though is just finish 1 page of immunology part.) its kinda hot 2day, so lazy to do anything.
now, the weather suddenly change to cold. strong wind is blowing, great..hopefully tomolo would b cold day and rain too..

2 days of full enjoyment...

2008-09-26T23:44:00.003+10:00

Like the title has said...2 days of enjoyment and fun.
1st was steamboat and assignment at my house, which happened yesterday (and i am too tired to write it yesterday). my friends came to my house and did our assignment together, the telescope designing and some come to see my house. We did our assignment from morning til about 4 something, around that time, we all start to get restless and lazy, therefore we call it a day although we didnt really finish it. After that, we went to buy the food at boxhill, I Drive.hahaha...
we really enjoy ourself that night, having the whole house to ourself, laughing and eating.
And 2day...i went to ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW..hahaha..wuhoo...1st time being there though have being staying in Melbourne for 3 years.hahaha...fun place to go. It has lots of games, rides, displays and etc.. The entrance cost about 17 per person and average each ride cost about 7 -8 dollars. kinda expensive though. We just go for few of the rides, like the SkyView, bumper car, and one more(forgot what is it call.) Its really fun and we enjoy urself there.hahaha...but sadly i din win any price..aiii..must start training now, so that can b prepare for next year.hahaha...
i got home around 11...guess what..lecture on 'not to go back so late' by parent.hahaha..

Bumper car ride....banging each other back, front and side.hahaha

Night view of the shop of RMS

DINNER....have pizza and nachoes for dinner...not bad but expensive

SKYVIEW

some random game shop inside royal melbourne show

2008-09-24T00:01:00.002+10:00

YES!!...half way thru my optic assignment, that is to design a telescope (keplerian).
its not really hard so far except for the part where we need to calculate aberration and stuff..that is very tricky part. well..i was wondering why does an optometry student need to design a telescope???haih..well its easier than to design a spectacle for a person.
done nothing special today. drive to Westfield ShoppingTown and Boxhill to do some grocery. i drive.huhuhu..nvr drive to there before so kinda lost during the way..
Now need to concentrate on my studies..i still have lots to catch up before class start.
here is nice stuff..
RISK

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose your feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds
is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken,
because the greatest risk of all is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing,
has nothing and is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he cannot learn, he cannot feel,
he cannot change, he cannot grow
and he cannot love.
Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.
Only the person who risks is truly free

2008-09-23T00:12:00.005+10:00

finally...mid sem break is here.phew...after hectic 8 weeks of classes.
what should i do for my break..hurm..initially wanted to catch up with studies!! BUT...
1st day of break, i went to Williamstown with my family for BBQ.wohoo~~~nice place to relax, with cool breeze and fine weather. hahaha...i really enjoy that outing.
2nd day, i have going out as well...to shop with my friends at DFO. hahaha...well..quite tiring since we walk almost every shop, from 1 to 5 pm. good exercise eh.hahaha..i din buy anything although i saw lots of nice jackets, jeans and clothes. have to save up for my 6K equipment next year. unless some people would sponsor for me, i would promise them permanent free eyes check up with 30% off the specs when i open my shop.hahaha..after shopping, we went to Nelayan (indonesian cafe) for dinner. not bad though the curry laksa. jz that too much coconut milk. kinda yucky at the end.hahaha..
so far that is what did for my hols.hahaha...soon would b my friends coming to my house for 'assignment' and steamboat. that is so gonna be fun.
next will b going to Royal Melbourne Show, which i nvr being there after 3 years in melbourne. Rumours say that its nice and fun BUT expensive. oh well, jz go for experience.hopefully worth it.

i havent start my revision (which is bad/ initial intention), not to mention that i got 2 assignment which i havent started as well. hahaha..aii..should start tomolo, this semester mz score well...mz get higher than last sem.

1st pic is a guitarist who played folks song at Williamstown during some festival. he sang really good by the way.hahaha..
2nd pic is a yatch which i think it looks nice.

yahooo~~~

2008-09-11T23:56:00.003+10:00

MST ( mid sem test) has finally over......woohooo....never before feel after my mst would feel so good. Finish visual processing (still okay) and pathology ( i screwed it) mst.hahaha..not gonna review them til next month or near final exam. hahahaha...
after the tests we straight away go for lunch. nice place..i love the pan mian. best ever in melbourne.hahahaha...then we went for little shopping..to release stress. ( actually i am really tired after the test, as i din sleep well d day before. cough whole night til i jz manage to sleep 4 hours).
finally, i went back home. almost overshoot my stop.hahaha..if i overshoot..man, i have to walk back from westfield, which is not so near. and i walk back home, and feel very light, no stress for a while before my final and optics assignment :(
anyway..thats all for 2day.

2008-09-04T00:00:00.003+10:00

its kinda falling apart.
everything. sien. everything i have done is down to drain.
oh..damn. its think i have to rethink over.
rethink over my life...what have i done, where have i gone wrong,
how do i get it confuses, why have i done to it.
POT...
is it that i am stress...possible, maybe.
i just hate confusing path. neither here nor there.
look from there, i cant see any ending. lost n confused.

2008-08-01T23:13:00.001+10:00

一個人想得多，
看得多，
就有一種愛一個人是一生一世的感覺。
有情喝水飽，
是因為情人在心裡，
只有牵挂是永遠的，
它永遠是跟隨你的心思走，
永遠不變。
三心兩意是人的本性，
你變我變，心變身變，
時間在變，
人生是多姿多彩的，只有自身不斷的接受時間，
環境，
身體的變化，
思想的成熟，
變人精，
大智若愚，
大隠於市。
放開自己，
相信朋友，
不要想去認識別人，
要給朋友認識你，
回頭看看自己身邊的人，
珍惜現有的朋友，
別在天堂找天堂，
天堂就在你身旁。

2008-08-01T23:06:00.001+10:00

当有个人爱上你，
而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
你说：你要找一个你很爱很爱的人，
你才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你：
怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你却无法回答他，
因为你自己也不知道。
没错，我们总是以为，
我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是后来，当我们蓦然回首，
我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，
你怎么知道自己会不会
很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，
是要在一起经历了
许多事情之后才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够
找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过：
在你身边会不会早已经
有人默默对你付出很久了，
只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！
有人说：喝酒的时候，
六分醉的微醺感是最舒服的。
肌肉可以得到松弛，
眼中看到的一切都是可爱的，
如果你还继续喝，
很可能隔天你会头疼欲裂，
全身不舒服，
完全丧失了喝酒的乐趣。
吃饭的时候，
七分饱的满足感是最舒服的。
口中还留着食物的香味，
再加上饭后甜点、
水果，保持身材和身体健康绝对足够。
如果你还继续吃，
很可能会肠胃不适、
吃太饱想睡觉，
完全丧失了吃饭的乐趣。
当你爱一个人的时候，
爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；
剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，
很可能会给对方沉重的压力，
让彼此喘不过气来，
完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分喔。
那天朋友问我：
到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑着跟他说：
其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，
但就怕说错反倒变成误导那就糟糕了！
如果你也正在为爱迷惘，
或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人！
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅。
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求。
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。
如果你都做到了，
即使你不再爱一个人，
也只有怀念，而不会怀恨。
你懂得如何去爱了吗？试试看吧！
"If you love someone,
let it be and set him/her free,
if he/she comes back to you,
it's meant to be "
如果你爱一个人，随遇而安，
让他/她自由的飞，如果最后
他/她还是回到你身边，
那就是命中注定的。

2008-07-22T23:18:00.002+10:00

AIIIIiiii...Fan la. my forgetfulness is jz killing me.
I forget to clean the kitchen before going out, and forget to buy my sis dinner when i was on my way home. as a consequence, of course, get scold from my parent n sis. WTF.
i m really wondering, asking them to clean a day of kitchen would die meh!!!???.. if u want to get mad, i m the 1 who should get angry. Used to b me who clean up all those mess after i coming back from university and before u come back from work. I prepare the dishes n u jz come back n eat. SOMEMORE complaint u very tired, your work very tired so what. SO AM I. MY CLASS IS EVEN MORE HECTIC THAN URS. (at least u get ur bloody paid.). even jz cook for a few meals u expect us to bow down n say thank you meh?
i really envy those who would express themselves easily, i really do. They can show people how mad, how happy they are. I could nvr do it. No idea. probably i prefer to keep everything to myself, my emotion, my feelings, my thinking. that is y sometimes i feel like explode. my patience is almost at limits, that is y sometimes i act dumb. The insanity of inside me is growing.

Happy but Sad!

2008-07-10T22:12:00.002+10:00

Umm..ironic isn't it?haha..just receive my result today and i seriously would expect better. soooo much better, n it turned up something that doesn't really show out my effort.
I m Happy,yes, since i have passed my exam. Sad because its just a pass. I really have no idea what went wrong. People always say " you will always see the result of hardworking."but turn out not quite so. Its has a feeling of unfairness. People with less intelligent, work so hard and get this result while people with higher intelligent is capable to get better marks with less work. where do i go wrong?
Guess should try even harder next time. with 2 fold of hardworking.

Footprint in the sand

2008-06-22T17:28:00.001+10:00

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamt he waswalking with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes of his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand; one belonged to him,
and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there
was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it had
happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered the man and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during
the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why,
when I needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied,
"My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

wow...

2007-12-05T23:30:00.000+11:00

after a year of stop blogging..now want to write something again..hahaha
now i m having my holiday again..so i guess its 1 year stop blogging..reason i m doing that coz i m too lazy to write stuff and i am very busy with my university studies. 28 hours of contact, so every time when i reach home i just want to rest, except friday ( its my happy hour time.)
hurm..a summary of my whole year..
1)i still stick my friends from trinity. i seldom hang up with my newly meet friends.coz some of them live far from my place or they dislike coming out.
2)gain new experience..driving..hohoho..its really bad. i can't drive like i used to. the instructor keep on reminding me the speed limits and how and where to break which i nvr follow when i drive.hahaha..

i think that is so far what i can remember for this year. din really go to any place for fun this year. most of time stay at home with sister or went to my friends house during friday.

result is releasing soon..damn scary. so...pray for me so that i can get into second year..i dun want to study bio and physic again..its really sickening.

should i write this?

2007-04-13T23:26:00.000+10:00

should i write this?? or i should just keep it in my mind. i will make it short....
regret shall always come if u miss the chance.
people do make mistake, but should learn from it, if not, u will facing the same thing mistake again.
should always be alert and sharp when people giving information and listen well as there might be knowledge inside.
always keep your head high even though people are looking down on you and laugh. stick to your way of life if its a right choice. never let anyone influence you.
determination is key to the goal of life. always consistent with what you do and be sure of what you are doing.

phew....

2007-03-24T00:59:00.000+11:00

finally its friday..the day which i look most forward to.( coz after it is weekend which also mean holidays)..hahaha
after 3 weeks of holiday..i start kinda get to use to d university life adi. every morning wake up at 7.30am to get ready for class, take d 8.00am tram to university which always pack with ppl (but luckily i m at the 1st stop so everytime got a place to sit..=P)
now i met a new friend call Jason who is from Hong Kong( i think). a nice person who is willingly to help ppl and funny. crack jokes with me..n i believe that if i hang up with him for a year..my chinese is gonna improve.hahahaha... so most of the time i hang up with him coz our lecture time is almost the same, got a companion adi..hahahaha...
well..d university life quite fun, get to mix with the australian, get to noe more stuff. but tiring..for me..its really tiring..coz my timetable quite pack with studies and pract..X.X
today...quite unlucky for me..in chem pract, everything goes wrong. they suction, the crystallized part...everything not right. at the end i got my yield to b 27% and my product is really unpure..wat a sad result...then in the lunch time...i kena bird shit twice..once on my head and the other 1 is on my pants..wat the...if i knew which birding doing it..it so gonna die...
after this week..got exam for vision n bio n chem...haih..have to prepare for them. sien..tata

my university life..(1st week)

2007-03-01T00:12:00.002+11:00

erm..1st week of uni almost end...
hurm..whoever tell me that 1st year uni or uni life is easy..i sure going to kill them..
coz i got 26 contact hours..which is really really long compare to others..
i got 11 hours of prac in total, 12 hours of lecture and 3 hours of tut(phew)..crazy huh..
almost every odd day i got 4 subject of lect and on thursday..i got 6 hours of prac continuous..walao weh.....................sien man..

back to melbourne

2007-02-23T11:09:00.000+11:00

well...after a month of holiday at Malaysia..finally back to Melbourne again. erm..it was quite a enjoyable holiday back at malaysia where i dun have any worries, eat till i drop, enjoy the Chinese new year there back there. only one thing i dun like..i got sick all the time..flu esp for the whole holiday..
well..when i just arrive that morning, i straight away go home using cab. when i reach home, i realised that....the front gate is lock, n i dun have the key!!!!..so i have to use my scout skill-climbing, and jump over the fence and throw all my luggage into the house..yeah...1st mission complete..second is..how do i get out....no keys also!!!!at the end i climb again..but using the back door..after that i went to my university enrollment. i thought i can skip all those briefing stuff...but when i reach there...they ask me to go to those international late orientation briefing thing..wat the!!!!
so i was there..sitting alone on the chair with no one i noe. after that..they give away the enrollment thingy and receipt. to my surprise..i was the only one who come for optometry that day...aih..
after all everything is done..i went to my friend house..to chat n wait for my sis friend to come n pass me the house key. they were very nice person..they wait for me until my sis friend call then we leave to do all stuff.
at night i went for dinner with my other friends...yeah..get back all d time we were together...then i call wen kai at night..he told me about his orientation camp thing..funny guy..hahahaha...well have to stop here...

my friend's masterpiece...

2007-01-04T01:36:00.000+11:00

this is my friend masterpiece..nice huh....
well..i think is better than Leonardo Da Vinci..bwahaha..
nice drawing...YANG DIPERTUAN TUN WONG WEN KAI..bwahahaha..
(Ps:the drawing is about asking a person to jump out then ask him/her keep on flipping the wing...)

moving house soon..

2007-01-04T00:24:00.000+11:00

my new house
bwahahha...gonna move to new house liao..hohoho..its at coburg..today i went there with my sis bf to check out everything...when we enter..i was like...what the...i thought the agent said that everything is gonna be clean and finished..(note: the house wasnt finished when i check it few weeks ago, and d agent promised that the house will be clean....NOT)..dont ever ever believe a real estate agents rubbish. Before u move in, they can promise u everything..even the moon in the sky..after u pay the rental and stuff..he doesnt even say a word "hello" anymore(note: this is season appartment agent..piece of shit..like what is happening now, he make the wrong agreement and rental rate and expect us to pay for it..somemore say that the previous amount was a human mistake..wat the shit)...a bit piss of with that agent
anyway..my new house(note:its a rented property) is at d last stop of tram number 1 .hahaha..erm..its a brand new house...with 3 bedrooms..i think i gonna get the master bedroom since my sis bf dun wan it..hehehe..its a really big house compare to my current one..it has a garden, garage, my own toilet..=D...hahaha..its a really nice house and i like it..
d bad thing is the packing part...its really tiring..now i realized that my house got a lot of stuff..and i pack til i almost siao liao...sometimes almost quarrel with sis since she is tired also and that is d worst part..when she is tired her mood is like crazy...no word can describe it..so i better dun care about her when she doing it..just do whatever i could..hehehe...and i will move to the new house this friday...=D and go back to Malaysia next wednesday..XD...hopefully could meet up with my friends in KL..they will come to KLIA and meet me..hahaha..thanks guys...

my friends...

2006-12-20T23:54:00.000+11:00

pic took at gold coast with powerpuff girls
after spending a year in Trinity College i met a lot of new friends...all from different countries, cultures....but among all...i got 5 friends whom i cherish the most...
start from right....is qi lun...a clever and lucky person i ever met...not only he is clever, he is skilled in everything...like games or sport...he is really good player in basketball...he is a good person with caring heart..if u in trouble, he will help and giving advice. sometimes he is a bit straight forward the way he talk..really straight..hahaha....now he got a girlfriend adi...too bad la lun...cant c len lui anymore.hahahaha..anyway..i think he very fond of her girlfriend..unusually, he skip basketball and company his girlfriend to town for shopping..usually he will say:"aiya...shopping can go at other day mah...now play ball 1st"hahahaha
next is may...a stuborn yet confidence girl. she is confidence in what she do and noe that it will turn out well( sometimes dont) hahaha...she is dubbed as Miss Complaint..she complaint everything..literally everything...a good person who will stand out for friends...
next is wen kai....the first time i met this guy...i tell u...i thought he got something wrong with his head....coz when i saw him write his own birthday on the college's application form and i asked him about it..he can say that he lied to them...=.=lll..hahhaha...but after a long time..i realized that he is also a siao kias..bwaahah..like being childish play waterpistol..hehehe...he is a person with a kind and generous heart. undeniable that his general knowledge is wide...esp with china history..hahaha.....he is also a cheerful person...but sometimes can get really moody...XP..PLUS..HE IS THE REAL LAME KING....NOT ME!!!
next is yinci the penguine...(reason for this name have to ask lun)....a energetic and cheerful girl. she is also very hardworking and helpful girl. good to chat and share idea with. her house always be the "headquarters" for all of us...we play, gather there most of the time..hahahha...undoubtedly, she is also very clever..and tend to be a dentist or optometrist in the future..she also got a very caring and loving heart..she love her family very much and care for them.
next is HISA....like people to call her pretty..errrrr...hehehehe...she is a nice girl...kind person also..d first day i met her...i thought she is those type who likes to go clubbing til late night or those who dun really care about study...I was wrong...she is clever and hardworking..caring somemore..
thank you all for all this time..i appreciate the time i am together with u all...i learn quite a lot from u...hope we will meet again...

worry sick..

2006-12-16T22:49:00.000+11:00

hi...spend a week in Gold Coast was fun..we went to sea world, movie world and dreamworld...to my surprise..the place was really fun..i thought just go to the world and sit there watch my friends go for the ride. I was really proud of myself that i dare to take the challenge from my friends. I dare ride the roller coaster, giant drop all kinds of ride that i nvr want to have. The feeling was really amazing and fun, i had never shout so loud in my entire life, even though giving command in a marching group. hahahha.... moreover the beach was absolutely beautiful. The sand is white and the water is very clear. We took a lot of pictures of the beach. At the last day, we saw a half naked woman on the beach ( i think she lost her upper bikini..=P). But unfortunately i didnt wear my glasses and i cant a thing. I lose my glasses because it was washed away by the wave when i was in the water (silly me) and now i think some sharks must have wear it to have better view...hahahahaha...
after the holiday is our college day of result release. To my disappointment, my average only have 87 and my EAP only have 70. That mean that i could not get into dentistry in the university of melbourne as well as physiotherapy. I only manage to get into the minimum requirement of Optometry. Now my only hope is only Optometry at university of melbourne, Dental science from University of Adelaide and Optometry and physiotherapy from either University of western australia and University of Queensland.
This few days i am really really really sad. I try so hard and this is what i get. I just feel unfair. Not only that it just make my really really worry about my future. Whenever i think of it, i feel insecure. It just like my future is still blur. I almost got watery eyes whenever i think of it. I am really sad. Not only i disappoint my family members, i make them worry about me.
haih...now all i can do is PRAY..pray hard and hope he will have mercy on me.
DEAR GOD, i know i often sin against you. I am really sorry for it and i ask for forgiveness and mercy. Mercy on me LORD. I really need your help. I am lost and i dont know where am i. please guide me and show me a path. I entrust myself into YOUR mighty hand.

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-02T01:53:00.000+11:00

bwahaha...third day of holiday....we went to celebrate my friend birthday...JOyce birthday..hahaha... we having lunch at a korean store...but i forgot the name oledi.... we give her soft toy that we bought when we r going to china town...hahahaa...a big 1 though...
after that....wen kai and yinci come to my house to watch drama series and manga....they stayed here until 6 something( before my sis come back from work)..after that we went out to rent some movie to watch..because too bored adi...hahhahahhaa..then i went to yinci's house to watch the movie until 11.......XP
erm....i suddenly notice something after talking to wen kai....i notice that i m really lonely...
whenever i saw couple in the street...sometimes...i really ask myself...when will i have that chance...to love and to be loved by someone....i really envy my friends when they told me when they have a partner....i really am...i feel they are really lucky...hahahhhahahaha.....
i tried...but just fated that i cant have a partner till now....i dunno why...probably d appearance..XP.....bwahahaha....anyway...that is all for today...

all well end well

2006-11-30T11:09:00.000+11:00

yAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo..........finally exam over..bwahahha...
after preparing for so long...almost die....stay up late until three or four just to get my chemistry tutorial done...push my self over the limit to concentrate more that 3 hours....phew...i say....its being really hard for me this term...
this term a lot of things happen....both happy and sad incident...but i m glad everything end up well and happily....that is the most important thing and let it be our experience and knowledge...
for the last few weeks..i seldom blog because of preparing exam, get everything ready for my final...put the best of the best in it...makes no regret about it....i even drink coffee late night to study ( and this is my first time doing that)..XP...
first exam is drama...hahahaha...i really glad everyone perform well...even Aliza slap YDP(jocelyn) really hard..wow..hahahahaha....thanks all of u...
after that follow by other pprs...d rest is still ok...but i think i screw my EAP.....sien...read the text n i dun understand anything...simply write crap in it...nvr check it....jz write it...hopefully susan will be kind this time...i really hope that.....please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after exam....freeeeeeeeeeeeee....up till now..bwahahah....but started to get boring already since all my gang hvnt finished their exam...sad man....alone watching drama..somemore watch ghost drama at late 2am morning....wat the......ahahahahahahaha....that's all for this...
hahahahaha....my moto....FORGIVE and FORGET...XP...that is something i will always remind myself...people makes mistake though...nobody is perfect....hahahahahaa

hurm....

2006-11-01T21:31:00.000+11:00

friends...
if i ever did u any wrong or hurt ur feeling or fail to keep my promises....
i sincerely say i am sorry....can u forgive me???

getting busy...

2006-10-28T00:27:00.000+10:00

phew...finally..weekend is coming....have the chance to release myself over the stress i have...wow...
final exam is coming, drama exam is coming, all kind of things are coming....aaaaaaa...
haih.......
hurm...prom is coming...everyone is getting busy also...my friends all busy buying prom dress, prom suit, shoes all kind of stuffs...wow....i wonder where they get the money from???...

almost end...

2006-10-21T00:48:00.002+10:00

wow...nvr realised that it almost the end of the year...how days are passed??..hahaha..
everything happen so fast...i still remember the 1st day i was in Trinity College orientation...the moment i introduced myself to them and getting to know new people from other places, being good friend with all of them, crack jokes and secret with them..hahaha..
now it almost the end of our college life...there is no guarentee that we will still be able to be together again....we all probably going to be separated and move on with our life, getting into different course...how sad is that...
well...all can do now is cherish the moment we are together now...treasure it and keep it as memory in our mind so that we all will remember each other....
Thank all of you for making my life meaningful...

pleasing ppl

2006-10-11T00:14:00.000+10:00

its really hard to make people happy...
when they sad, we try to cheer them up
when they stuborn, we give them chance...
when they angry, we try to calm them
when they speak, we try to listen
so how r they going to make us happy in return???
they nvr cheer us up, nvr give people the chance, nvr listen because to stuborn o wat...
people..life is like a trade...u cant get anything without giving....
letting people have to chance to feel happy and please them...
let them have the chance too....

Back from trip

2006-10-11T00:02:00.000+10:00

awuuuga.....jz came back from adelaide for the interview and trip...
adelaide....quite a nice place...first day we arrived there, we went to look for the university that we need to go for the interview...1st day..we got nothing much to..jz walk around and look for food..that's all..
the second day, we went for the interview and its so not fun..i tried to crack a joke with the interviewer and she didnt laugh..crap...it was really tension...but i think i did quite well and satisfied with it...XP. After the interview, we met some people from Trinity College- Mark, Beng Kai and another gal i dun remember wat her name is.=(. we went around the town for lunch and after that...qi lun- my friend, and i went for a little shopping around ruddle mall...erm..d place is almost the same as melbourne city...but we think there is more thing to see...in the afternoon...we decide that, if we really stay in adelaide, we going to open a cyber cafe, a basketball court and a cinema...coz its so freaking hard to find 1!!!!
the second day..we went to Gleneilg beach and Habour town- a factory outlet...we bought some gifts for our friends...necklaces for the girls and soft toys for boys..ehehehe..hope they like it...
the beach is beautiful and its very crowded..XP...hehehe...its fun though..playing water, taking pictures and videos...wakakakak...another thing is that....I LOSE DOTA TO QI LUN..wuwuwuwuwuwwuwu....i shouldnt let him earn money...
the last day were a bit boring...we went to RUNDELL mall again...n shop..nothing much...n i took my revenge on him....wakakkaa...in DOTA that is..
after that..we went straight to air port and back to melbourne....its quite a nice experience...

school reopen..

2006-09-30T23:32:00.000+10:00

after having holidays for 2 weeks, school finally going to start..yes...can end all my borden in the house..no..no more staying late night and wake up late in the morning..haih..
this morning i help my sister with cooking her stew, i help her peel the potatoes and chopping onions...my tears almost drip down..luckily i wear lap goggles..wakakak..at that mean time, my friend did ask me out for lunch..but i accidentally put my phone in silent mode..aaaaarrrr..soli guys..really want to join you all for lunch...
in the afternoon, i spend all the time in my friends house at college square..we watched the photos we took during our trip to melbourne zoo, puffing billy, yarra valley and more...wow...it was really fun when we recall it together..moreover, we see the photo that we took early in the year..we noticed that we change a lot...in sense of size..and some change in their appearance..they grow prettier and handsomer...wish we all could still be together when we get into melbourne university.

parents advise..

2006-09-30T01:11:00.000+10:00

小朋友你是否有很多顽抗
为什么别人在那看漫画
我却在学画画
对这钢琴说话别人在玩游戏
我却在躲在家背abc
我说我要一架大大的飞机
我却得到一只旧旧螺旋机
为什么要听妈妈的话
长大后你就会开始懂得这段话
长大后我开始明白
为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
在你的未来音乐是你的王牌
那王牌谈的恋爱
而我不想把你教坏
还是听妈妈的话吧
晚年再恋爱吧
我知道你未来的路
干嘛比我更清楚
你因为太多学习的同学在这块写东写西
但我建议最好听妈妈我会用功读书
用功读书怎么会从我嘴巴说出
不想你输所以要叫你用功读书
妈妈挑给你的毛病你要好好的收着
因为不知道是我要告诉她我还留着
对了我会遇到我(周润发?)
所以你对跟同学炫耀赌神未来是你爸爸
我找不到你写的情书
你喜欢的要承认因为我会了解你会在操场上牵她
你会开始喜欢唱流行歌
因为张学友开始准备唱吻别
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福总发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
长大后我开始明白为什么我
跑得比别人快飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥

mum, dad..thanks for everything that you have ever taught me. What I am now is because of you, you always try to understand me, praise me for the little thing i do and give me courage when i needed, see me when i m invincible in this world and advise me to be a usefull and responsible person...above is a song lyric which after i read it, i feel that it speak what i heart felt....

a day of free entertainment

2006-09-28T00:30:00.000+10:00

whole day i have being going out....
early in the morning, woke up by my sister and ask me to go to DFO( direct factory outlet) with her and her boyfriend....so departed at 11 and reach there at 11.30 am..at first i thought the place was like usual factory outlet..i was wrong, it was actually look like a shopping mall..its huge...we spend around 2 hours and 30 mins inside.. there is a lot things to see but we didnt buy anything..too expensive..i learn one thing about myself today, that is i choose stuff depends on the price not its looks..hahhahaah....
after that, we went to glen waverly for movie and dinner...we watched "Lady in the water" in the Village Cinema...the movie is quite ok..it is actually quite a slow moving movie, the suspense fall and rise throughout the movie and some parts just inlogic-esp the part where the kids decode the thing by reading the cereal-inlogical rite???hahahahaha
then we went to a restaurant opposite the cinema for dinner...the food is suprisingly good or i din have a proper dinner for a long time...hahaha...we ordered a BBQ duck, fried tofu coated with spring onion, and BBQ beef with honey....very nice..hahaha..
then at nite, was hoping to chat with people...but turn out that all d people are offlined..sien...
so i chat with my old, good friend at KL...we chat, to keep up to date...and i was shoot by him by the fact that i was too busy with my stuff and nvr look for him..hahahahaha..soli pals...i wil try to chat more next time..after my term 4 exam..wakakka..thats all for today..

letting go~~

2006-09-27T01:00:00.000+10:00

letting go~~
people do have sad moment, sad memories and experiences~~
it is hard to accept the reality as reality is sometimes ugly and discouraging~~
but hiding from it is not a way of solution~~
face it, dare to challenge it, cried it out, talked it out~~
let people know how you feel, keeping in oneself will only lead to self destruction~~
let it go~~
let it become part of our memories and lesson and change ourselves for better future~~

dreams.

2006-09-26T01:00:00.000+10:00

another day, another experience...
during the afternoon, we went to University help desk..they explain the courses that i want to do in detail...after listen to all their presentation...i feel dat i was really far from what my dream is....i always said i want to be a dental surgent, but after listening to them, reality told me that i should just forget about it....its far too much for an average student like me- the place available is very very limited and i have to compete with a lot of highly intelligent people...
then i was thinking...should i let jz give up this dream and choose other easier course?? if i act like this, dont i look like a loser??? a person who nvr tried anything then give up.....it bothers me for quite sometimes...
now i m making my last decision...i choose to pursue my dream...as a dental science..i know it is a hard path..but i believe that if i tried really hard...i could achieve it.....escaping from reality wont help anything. no work no gain...i believe in myself ability..althought i am not as good as those students who is also wanted to do dental science, if i tried hard...i could do it...
even though if i fail...i will not regret it...as i noe, i give my best for it...its fated if i fail to get it...

LUCK

2006-09-25T00:28:00.000+10:00

wat a luck...
i just receive my UMAT result and it sucks..
i got scold and blaim for the internet exceed the limit..
wat a luck..y i have to face all these????
i practice hard for the UMAT exam...does dat mean that i m super stupid and not qualify as a medical student??
sis... u scold me for exceeding the internet limit...then am i the only one to be blaimed??dont u forget...u r using the internet also and u r using the thing i download also..so am i the 1 who should be blaim..wat a sis..spoild my whole day mood...
i just wish i could have more freedom like what i used to have...no worries, no stress...
sis...i know u r older than me and u r wiser..i know it...but dont u look down on me...there is things i know and u dunno..i m really impress with what a brain u have, but we are not the same, u r lucky to born with this skills and talents but i m not..so please....

acceptance and rejection

2006-09-20T01:49:00.000+10:00

today i heard about my friend is being rejected by his boyfriend( pie diao).ahahha..
of course she is sad and cry all that kind of stuff....
at that moment i was thinking, why this have to happen if you make the right choice.
people are into relationship because they love each other, but if they really love each other, why do they have to break up??funny isn't it. Some said because they feel the partner does not suiting to her/his standard.
there is no standard for love.
Love is an undefining feeling and human behaviour.
Love is something you cant find a reason for it.
That is love. If you love a person for a reason, and one day, the reason you love her disappear, do you still love her??think about it..
For those who is very fortunate to be able to find a partner, love them with all your heart. You may not know how is your life is going to be without your partner.

1st time......

2006-09-17T07:11:00.000+10:00

this is the 1st time i ever write a blog....i always heard people say about blogging and was curious about it. hurm....
today is a happy day, i celebrate my friend's birthday.
we organised a surprise steamboat party, and we really enjoy ourselves..we ate, sang, laughed, crake jokes.....a lot more....
we bought him a pair of air jordan shoes, a cake from "Bread Top- Mango gautaux" which is very nice, wish could bought it again- just for snack..XP.
glad i meet this friend, who will company me, share their joy and pain with me, help me when i need it....Thanks guys....hope we all will be together next time....

memory

2006-09-17T00:05:00.000+10:00

100 day past....
people change, life change, everything change except memory.
memory is forever,
whether it is good or bad, sweet or bitter,
memory is stored forever in our mind.
But there is always a chance people do forget about it,
but it is somewhere in their brain, over lapping with other memories.
so dear friends, if u ever forgot about anybody, please sit down and think,
it will eventually come back to you....

~~Calm and Relax~~

鱼哭了，水知道。我哭了谁知道？

sibu~~~

a song that i like..from the group that i like as well.

new year 2009

New jobs.

exam over period!!

FUnny events.

FUnny events.

really tired~

slowwww

~YAWN~~

Boring Saturday...

2 days of full enjoyment...

yahooo~~~

Happy but Sad!

Footprint in the sand

wow...

should i write this?

phew....

my university life..(1st week)

back to melbourne

my friend's masterpiece...

moving house soon..

my friends...

worry sick..

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!

all well end well

hurm....

getting busy...

almost end...

pleasing ppl

Back from trip

school reopen..

parents advise..

a day of free entertainment

letting go~~

dreams.

LUCK

acceptance and rejection

1st time......

memory

Calm and Relax