my friends...

pic took at gold coast with powerpuff girls
after spending a year in Trinity College i met a lot of new friends...all from different countries, cultures....but among all...i got 5 friends whom i cherish the most...
start from right....is qi lun...a clever and lucky person i ever met...not only he is clever, he is skilled in everything...like games or sport...he is really good player in basketball...he is a good person with caring heart..if u in trouble, he will help and giving advice. sometimes he is a bit straight forward the way he talk..really straight..hahaha....now he got a girlfriend adi...too bad la lun...cant c len lui anymore.hahahaha..anyway..i think he very fond of her girlfriend..unusually, he skip basketball and company his girlfriend to town for shopping..usually he will say:"aiya...shopping can go at other day mah...now play ball 1st"hahahaha
next is may...a stuborn yet confidence girl. she is confidence in what she do and noe that it will turn out well( sometimes dont) hahaha...she is dubbed as Miss Complaint..she complaint everything..literally everything...a good person who will stand out for friends...
next is wen kai....the first time i met this guy...i tell u...i thought he got something wrong with his head....coz when i saw him write his own birthday on the college's application form and i asked him about it..he can say that he lied to them...=.=lll..hahhaha...but after a long time..i realized that he is also a siao kias..bwaahah..like being childish play waterpistol..hehehe...he is a person with a kind and generous heart. undeniable that his general knowledge is wide...esp with china history..hahaha.....he is also a cheerful person...but sometimes can get really moody...XP..PLUS..HE IS THE REAL LAME KING....NOT ME!!!
next is yinci the penguine...(reason for this name have to ask lun)....a energetic and cheerful girl. she is also very hardworking and helpful girl. good to chat and share idea with. her house always be the "headquarters" for all of us...we play, gather there most of the time..hahahha...undoubtedly, she is also very clever..and tend to be a dentist or optometrist in the future..she also got a very caring and loving heart..she love her family very much and care for them.
next is HISA....like people to call her pretty..errrrr...hehehehe...she is a nice girl...kind person also..d first day i met her...i thought she is those type who likes to go clubbing til late night or those who dun really care about study...I was wrong...she is clever and hardworking..caring somemore..
thank you all for all this time..i appreciate the time i am together with u all...i learn quite a lot from u...hope we will meet again...

worry sick..

hi...spend a week in Gold Coast was fun..we went to sea world, movie world and dreamworld...to my surprise..the place was really fun..i thought just go to the world and sit there watch my friends go for the ride. I was really proud of myself that i dare to take the challenge from my friends. I dare ride the roller coaster, giant drop all kinds of ride that i nvr want to have. The feeling was really amazing and fun, i had never shout so loud in my entire life, even though giving command in a marching group. hahahha.... moreover the beach was absolutely beautiful. The sand is white and the water is very clear. We took a lot of pictures of the beach. At the last day, we saw a half naked woman on the beach ( i think she lost her upper bikini..=P). But unfortunately i didnt wear my glasses and i cant a thing. I lose my glasses because it was washed away by the wave when i was in the water (silly me) and now i think some sharks must have wear it to have better view...hahahahaha...
after the holiday is our college day of result release. To my disappointment, my average only have 87 and my EAP only have 70. That mean that i could not get into dentistry in the university of melbourne as well as physiotherapy. I only manage to get into the minimum requirement of Optometry. Now my only hope is only Optometry at university of melbourne, Dental science from University of Adelaide and Optometry and physiotherapy from either University of western australia and University of Queensland.
This few days i am really really really sad. I try so hard and this is what i get. I just feel unfair. Not only that it just make my really really worry about my future. Whenever i think of it, i feel insecure. It just like my future is still blur. I almost got watery eyes whenever i think of it. I am really sad. Not only i disappoint my family members, i make them worry about me.
haih...now all i can do is PRAY..pray hard and hope he will have mercy on me.
DEAR GOD, i know i often sin against you. I am really sorry for it and i ask for forgiveness and mercy. Mercy on me LORD. I really need your help. I am lost and i dont know where am i. please guide me and show me a path. I entrust myself into YOUR mighty hand.

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!

bwahaha...third day of holiday....we went to celebrate my friend birthday...JOyce birthday..hahaha... we having lunch at a korean store...but i forgot the name oledi.... we give her soft toy that we bought when we r going to china town...hahahaa...a big 1 though...
after that....wen kai and yinci come to my house to watch drama series and manga....they stayed here until 6 something( before my sis come back from work)..after that we went out to rent some movie to watch..because too bored adi...hahhahahhaa..then i went to yinci's house to watch the movie until 11.......XP
erm....i suddenly notice something after talking to wen kai....i notice that i m really lonely...
whenever i saw couple in the street...sometimes...i really ask myself...when will i have that chance...to love and to be loved by someone....i really envy my friends when they told me when they have a partner....i really am...i feel they are really lucky...hahahhhahahaha.....
i tried...but just fated that i cant have a partner till now....i dunno why...probably d appearance..XP.....bwahahaha....anyway...that is all for today...

all well end well

yAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo..........finally exam over..bwahahha...
after preparing for so long...almost die....stay up late until three or four just to get my chemistry tutorial done...push my self over the limit to concentrate more that 3 hours....phew...i say....its being really hard for me this term...
this term a lot of things happen....both happy and sad incident...but i m glad everything end up well and happily....that is the most important thing and let it be our experience and knowledge...
for the last few weeks..i seldom blog because of preparing exam, get everything ready for my final...put the best of the best in it...makes no regret about it....i even drink coffee late night to study ( and this is my first time doing that)..XP...
first exam is drama...hahahaha...i really glad everyone perform well...even Aliza slap YDP(jocelyn) really hard..wow..hahahahaha....thanks all of u...
after that follow by other pprs...d rest is still ok...but i think i screw my EAP.....sien...read the text n i dun understand anything...simply write crap in it...nvr check it....jz write it...hopefully susan will be kind this time...i really hope that.....please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after exam....freeeeeeeeeeeeee....up till now..bwahahah....but started to get boring already since all my gang hvnt finished their exam...sad man....alone watching drama..somemore watch ghost drama at late 2am morning....wat the......ahahahahahahaha....that's all for this...
hahahahaha....my moto....FORGIVE and FORGET...XP...that is something i will always remind myself...people makes mistake though...nobody is perfect....hahahahahaa

hurm....

friends...
if i ever did u any wrong or hurt ur feeling or fail to keep my promises....
i sincerely say i am sorry....can u forgive me???

getting busy...

phew...finally..weekend is coming....have the chance to release myself over the stress i have...wow...
final exam is coming, drama exam is coming, all kind of things are coming....aaaaaaa...
haih.......
hurm...prom is coming...everyone is getting busy also...my friends all busy buying prom dress, prom suit, shoes all kind of stuffs...wow....i wonder where they get the money from???...

almost end...

wow...nvr realised that it almost the end of the year...how days are passed??..hahaha..
everything happen so fast...i still remember the 1st day i was in Trinity College orientation...the moment i introduced myself to them and getting to know new people from other places, being good friend with all of them, crack jokes and secret with them..hahaha..
now it almost the end of our college life...there is no guarentee that we will still be able to be together again....we all probably going to be separated and move on with our life, getting into different course...how sad is that...
well...all can do now is cherish the moment we are together now...treasure it and keep it as memory in our mind so that we all will remember each other....
Thank all of you for making my life meaningful...

pleasing ppl

its really hard to make people happy...
when they sad, we try to cheer them up
when they stuborn, we give them chance...
when they angry, we try to calm them
when they speak, we try to listen
so how r they going to make us happy in return???
they nvr cheer us up, nvr give people the chance, nvr listen because to stuborn o wat...
people..life is like a trade...u cant get anything without giving....
letting people have to chance to feel happy and please them...
let them have the chance too....

Back from trip

awuuuga.....jz came back from adelaide for the interview and trip...
adelaide....quite a nice place...first day we arrived there, we went to look for the university that we need to go for the interview...1st day..we got nothing much to..jz walk around and look for food..that's all..
the second day, we went for the interview and its so not fun..i tried to crack a joke with the interviewer and she didnt laugh..crap...it was really tension...but i think i did quite well and satisfied with it...XP. After the interview, we met some people from Trinity College- Mark, Beng Kai and another gal i dun remember wat her name is.=(. we went around the town for lunch and after that...qi lun- my friend, and i went for a little shopping around ruddle mall...erm..d place is almost the same as melbourne city...but we think there is more thing to see...in the afternoon...we decide that, if we really stay in adelaide, we going to open a cyber cafe, a basketball court and a cinema...coz its so freaking hard to find 1!!!!
the second day..we went to Gleneilg beach and Habour town- a factory outlet...we bought some gifts for our friends...necklaces for the girls and soft toys for boys..ehehehe..hope they like it...
the beach is beautiful and its very crowded..XP...hehehe...its fun though..playing water, taking pictures and videos...wakakakak...another thing is that....I LOSE DOTA TO QI LUN..wuwuwuwuwuwwuwu....i shouldnt let him earn money...
the last day were a bit boring...we went to RUNDELL mall again...n shop..nothing much...n i took my revenge on him....wakakkaa...in DOTA that is..
after that..we went straight to air port and back to melbourne....its quite a nice experience...

school reopen..

after having holidays for 2 weeks, school finally going to start..yes...can end all my borden in the house..no..no more staying late night and wake up late in the morning..haih..
this morning i help my sister with cooking her stew, i help her peel the potatoes and chopping onions...my tears almost drip down..luckily i wear lap goggles..wakakak..at that mean time, my friend did ask me out for lunch..but i accidentally put my phone in silent mode..aaaaarrrr..soli guys..really want to join you all for lunch...
in the afternoon, i spend all the time in my friends house at college square..we watched the photos we took during our trip to melbourne zoo, puffing billy, yarra valley and more...wow...it was really fun when we recall it together..moreover, we see the photo that we took early in the year..we noticed that we change a lot...in sense of size..and some change in their appearance..they grow prettier and handsomer...wish we all could still be together when we get into melbourne university.

parents advise..

小朋友你是否有很多顽抗
为什么别人在那看漫画
我却在学画画
对这钢琴说话别人在玩游戏
我却在躲在家背abc
我说我要一架大大的飞机
我却得到一只旧旧螺旋机
为什么要听妈妈的话
长大后你就会开始懂得这段话
长大后我开始明白
为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
在你的未来音乐是你的王牌
那王牌谈的恋爱
而我不想把你教坏
还是听妈妈的话吧
晚年再恋爱吧
我知道你未来的路
干嘛比我更清楚
你因为太多学习的同学在这块写东写西
但我建议最好听妈妈我会用功读书
用功读书怎么会从我嘴巴说出
不想你输所以要叫你用功读书
妈妈挑给你的毛病你要好好的收着
因为不知道是我要告诉她我还留着
对了我会遇到我(周润发?)
所以你对跟同学炫耀赌神未来是你爸爸
我找不到你写的情书
你喜欢的要承认因为我会了解你会在操场上牵她
你会开始喜欢唱流行歌
因为张学友开始准备唱吻别
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福总发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
长大后我开始明白为什么我
跑得比别人快飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥

mum, dad..thanks for everything that you have ever taught me. What I am now is because of you, you always try to understand me, praise me for the little thing i do and give me courage when i needed, see me when i m invincible in this world and advise me to be a usefull and responsible person...above is a song lyric which after i read it, i feel that it speak what i heart felt....

a day of free entertainment

whole day i have being going out....
early in the morning, woke up by my sister and ask me to go to DFO( direct factory outlet) with her and her boyfriend....so departed at 11 and reach there at 11.30 am..at first i thought the place was like usual factory outlet..i was wrong, it was actually look like a shopping mall..its huge...we spend around 2 hours and 30 mins inside.. there is a lot things to see but we didnt buy anything..too expensive..i learn one thing about myself today, that is i choose stuff depends on the price not its looks..hahhahaah....
after that, we went to glen waverly for movie and dinner...we watched "Lady in the water" in the Village Cinema...the movie is quite ok..it is actually quite a slow moving movie, the suspense fall and rise throughout the movie and some parts just inlogic-esp the part where the kids decode the thing by reading the cereal-inlogical rite???hahahahaha
then we went to a restaurant opposite the cinema for dinner...the food is suprisingly good or i din have a proper dinner for a long time...hahaha...we ordered a BBQ duck, fried tofu coated with spring onion, and BBQ beef with honey....very nice..hahaha..
then at nite, was hoping to chat with people...but turn out that all d people are offlined..sien...
so i chat with my old, good friend at KL...we chat, to keep up to date...and i was shoot by him by the fact that i was too busy with my stuff and nvr look for him..hahahahaha..soli pals...i wil try to chat more next time..after my term 4 exam..wakakka..thats all for today..

letting go~~

letting go~~
people do have sad moment, sad memories and experiences~~
it is hard to accept the reality as reality is sometimes ugly and discouraging~~
but hiding from it is not a way of solution~~
face it, dare to challenge it, cried it out, talked it out~~
let people know how you feel, keeping in oneself will only lead to self destruction~~
let it go~~
let it become part of our memories and lesson and change ourselves for better future~~

dreams.

another day, another experience...
during the afternoon, we went to University help desk..they explain the courses that i want to do in detail...after listen to all their presentation...i feel dat i was really far from what my dream is....i always said i want to be a dental surgent, but after listening to them, reality told me that i should just forget about it....its far too much for an average student like me- the place available is very very limited and i have to compete with a lot of highly intelligent people...
then i was thinking...should i let jz give up this dream and choose other easier course?? if i act like this, dont i look like a loser??? a person who nvr tried anything then give up.....it bothers me for quite sometimes...
now i m making my last decision...i choose to pursue my dream...as a dental science..i know it is a hard path..but i believe that if i tried really hard...i could achieve it.....escaping from reality wont help anything. no work no gain...i believe in myself ability..althought i am not as good as those students who is also wanted to do dental science, if i tried hard...i could do it...
even though if i fail...i will not regret it...as i noe, i give my best for it...its fated if i fail to get it...

LUCK

wat a luck...
i just receive my UMAT result and it sucks..
i got scold and blaim for the internet exceed the limit..
wat a luck..y i have to face all these????
i practice hard for the UMAT exam...does dat mean that i m super stupid and not qualify as a medical student??
sis... u scold me for exceeding the internet limit...then am i the only one to be blaimed??dont u forget...u r using the internet also and u r using the thing i download also..so am i the 1 who should be blaim..wat a sis..spoild my whole day mood...
i just wish i could have more freedom like what i used to have...no worries, no stress...
sis...i know u r older than me and u r wiser..i know it...but dont u look down on me...there is things i know and u dunno..i m really impress with what a brain u have, but we are not the same, u r lucky to born with this skills and talents but i m not..so please....

acceptance and rejection

today i heard about my friend is being rejected by his boyfriend( pie diao).ahahha..
of course she is sad and cry all that kind of stuff....
at that moment i was thinking, why this have to happen if you make the right choice.
people are into relationship because they love each other, but if they really love each other, why do they have to break up??funny isn't it. Some said because they feel the partner does not suiting to her/his standard.
there is no standard for love.
Love is an undefining feeling and human behaviour.
Love is something you cant find a reason for it.
That is love. If you love a person for a reason, and one day, the reason you love her disappear, do you still love her??think about it..
For those who is very fortunate to be able to find a partner, love them with all your heart. You may not know how is your life is going to be without your partner.

1st time......

this is the 1st time i ever write a blog....i always heard people say about blogging and was curious about it. hurm....
today is a happy day, i celebrate my friend's birthday.
we organised a surprise steamboat party, and we really enjoy ourselves..we ate, sang, laughed, crake jokes.....a lot more....
we bought him a pair of air jordan shoes, a cake from "Bread Top- Mango gautaux" which is very nice, wish could bought it again- just for snack..XP.
glad i meet this friend, who will company me, share their joy and pain with me, help me when i need it....Thanks guys....hope we all will be together next time....

memory

100 day past....
people change, life change, everything change except memory.
memory is forever,
whether it is good or bad, sweet or bitter,
memory is stored forever in our mind.
But there is always a chance people do forget about it,
but it is somewhere in their brain, over lapping with other memories.
so dear friends, if u ever forgot about anybody, please sit down and think,
it will eventually come back to you....