~YAWN~~

well...thought might look around my picture folder to find something that would motivate me to study...hahaha..but guess not...jz find some neat stuff to bring back memory...
1st...my 21th and 20th birthday..well its a surprise party actually and i really din anticipate them.hahaha..they celebrate one week earlier than my actual date. Wel..thanks guys...that is my 1st birthday surprise ever.
21th

20th


gold coast visit..with May, Hisa, Qi Lun, Wen Kai and Yinci.




my sunway year..hahaha..study there for just a year and i have great time there. no curfew, no limits hostle life.hahaha..miss that time man..







Shopping at DFO..note:none of the bags are mine.. i was just sitting there so that they can put the stuff there.lol...

prefect year when i was in secondary high school. spot me if u can


Dinner at macadante when having our trinity term 3 break. hahaha...only me, may, dan dan and yinci were left in melbourne.the rest went back to malaysia.leaving us.

Finally...graduation..graduate from Trinity.wuhoo...c the happy face on everyone. that is a relief face..din know that Uni is more hectic.hahaha..


The most daring one.
this pic leh..is when i went to may's house for visit. 1st time come to her house..

this 1 is may, hisa and wen kai sneak into my house at the middle of the night while my sister is sleeping. man...my heart almost fall out if my sis ever find this happen.

Melbourne zoo visit.hahahaha...

time has pass real quick
cherish every moment,
never know when there is one day we may separated,
walk into different path of life.

gosh...did not do any study for whole day...
went to have bowling with brian, joseph and chris and later we went to play pools at the city. No idea why suddenly everyone so playful. Usually we would just stay home, study, gaming or watching tv. Its rare that we come out during sunday. hahaha
at night..hoohoh..my mum cook our local laksa. Sarawak laksa...man its nice...being missing it for 7 months. It different from any kind of laksa at west malaysia. (curry and asam laksa.)

tada...here is a pic of the laksa..
Another thing is that i just got my exam timetable. The schedule sucks!!!..start at 18 and ends at 28..the very last day of exam..everyone of my friends already off to have holiday and i am still there study for my stupid exam. how sad rite.....d funnier thing is that i put my date of exam on timetable that is like 18/19/26/28. Then all of a sudden, my friend ask me, does that number stand for anything??? actually, my friend interprets it as
"18 is where the age of growing up,
19 is the age where i want to stay forever
26 is the age i want to get married
and 28 is the age to have child."
wow...nice interpretation.hahaha...

Boring Saturday...

after all the hectic activity last week...man i m a totally tired. sleep early yesterday night, and still tired in the morning. Woke up quite early due to heat and sunlight. Man, summer is coming soon, and everyone knows...Melbourne summer isn't something pleasant eh. hahaha...hot like desert. ai..how come this year the weather change to rapid...i still want to enjoy cool weather. can't complaint too much, its nature. so whole day hiding in my room, try to some catch up. But failed, due to weather :) .hahaha..yeah..blame on the weather.
well...didnt do anything special today, just stay at home, doing some reading (though is just finish 1 page of immunology part.) its kinda hot 2day, so lazy to do anything.
now, the weather suddenly change to cold. strong wind is blowing, great..hopefully tomolo would b cold day and rain too..

2 days of full enjoyment...

Like the title has said...2 days of enjoyment and fun.
1st was steamboat and assignment at my house, which happened yesterday (and i am too tired to write it yesterday). my friends came to my house and did our assignment together, the telescope designing and some come to see my house. We did our assignment from morning til about 4 something, around that time, we all start to get restless and lazy, therefore we call it a day although we didnt really finish it. After that, we went to buy the food at boxhill, I Drive.hahaha...
we really enjoy ourself that night, having the whole house to ourself, laughing and eating.
And 2day...i went to ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW..hahaha..wuhoo...1st time being there though have being staying in Melbourne for 3 years.hahaha...fun place to go. It has lots of games, rides, displays and etc.. The entrance cost about 17 per person and average each ride cost about 7 -8 dollars. kinda expensive though. We just go for few of the rides, like the SkyView, bumper car, and one more(forgot what is it call.) Its really fun and we enjoy urself there.hahaha...but sadly i din win any price..aiii..must start training now, so that can b prepare for next year.hahaha...
i got home around 11...guess what..lecture on 'not to go back so late' by parent.hahaha..

Bumper car ride....banging each other back, front and side.hahaha

Night view of the shop of RMS

DINNER....have pizza and nachoes for dinner...not bad but expensive

SKYVIEW

some random game shop inside royal melbourne show

YES!!...half way thru my optic assignment, that is to design a telescope (keplerian).
its not really hard so far except for the part where we need to calculate aberration and stuff..that is very tricky part. well..i was wondering why does an optometry student need to design a telescope???haih..well its easier than to design a spectacle for a person.
done nothing special today. drive to Westfield ShoppingTown and Boxhill to do some grocery. i drive.huhuhu..nvr drive to there before so kinda lost during the way..
Now need to concentrate on my studies..i still have lots to catch up before class start.
here is nice stuff..
RISK

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose your feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds
is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken,
because the greatest risk of all is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing,
has nothing and is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he cannot learn, he cannot feel,
he cannot change, he cannot grow
and he cannot love.
Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.
Only the person who risks is truly free

finally...mid sem break is here.phew...after hectic 8 weeks of classes.
what should i do for my break..hurm..initially wanted to catch up with studies!! BUT...
1st day of break, i went to Williamstown with my family for BBQ.wohoo~~~nice place to relax, with cool breeze and fine weather. hahaha...i really enjoy that outing.
2nd day, i have going out as well...to shop with my friends at DFO. hahaha...well..quite tiring since we walk almost every shop, from 1 to 5 pm. good exercise eh.hahaha..i din buy anything although i saw lots of nice jackets, jeans and clothes. have to save up for my 6K equipment next year. unless some people would sponsor for me, i would promise them permanent free eyes check up with 30% off the specs when i open my shop.hahaha..after shopping, we went to Nelayan (indonesian cafe) for dinner. not bad though the curry laksa. jz that too much coconut milk. kinda yucky at the end.hahaha..
so far that is what did for my hols.hahaha...soon would b my friends coming to my house for 'assignment' and steamboat. that is so gonna be fun.
next will b going to Royal Melbourne Show, which i nvr being there after 3 years in melbourne. Rumours say that its nice and fun BUT expensive. oh well, jz go for experience.hopefully worth it.

i havent start my revision (which is bad/ initial intention), not to mention that i got 2 assignment which i havent started as well. hahaha..aii..should start tomolo, this semester mz score well...mz get higher than last sem.



1st pic is a guitarist who played folks song at Williamstown during some festival. he sang really good by the way.hahaha..
2nd pic is a yatch which i think it looks nice.

yahooo~~~

MST ( mid sem test) has finally over......woohooo....never before feel after my mst would feel so good. Finish visual processing (still okay) and pathology ( i screwed it) mst.hahaha..not gonna review them til next month or near final exam. hahahaha...
after the tests we straight away go for lunch. nice place..i love the pan mian. best ever in melbourne.hahahaha...then we went for little shopping..to release stress. ( actually i am really tired after the test, as i din sleep well d day before. cough whole night til i jz manage to sleep 4 hours).
finally, i went back home. almost overshoot my stop.hahaha..if i overshoot..man, i have to walk back from westfield, which is not so near. and i walk back home, and feel very light, no stress for a while before my final and optics assignment :(
anyway..thats all for 2day.

its kinda falling apart.
everything. sien. everything i have done is down to drain.
oh..damn. its think i have to rethink over.
rethink over my life...what have i done, where have i gone wrong,
how do i get it confuses, why have i done to it.
POT...
is it that i am stress...possible, maybe.
i just hate confusing path. neither here nor there.
look from there, i cant see any ending. lost n confused.