AIIIIiiii...Fan la. my forgetfulness is jz killing me.
I forget to clean the kitchen before going out, and forget to buy my sis dinner when i was on my way home. as a consequence, of course, get scold from my parent n sis. WTF.
i m really wondering, asking them to clean a day of kitchen would die meh!!!???.. if u want to get mad, i m the 1 who should get angry. Used to b me who clean up all those mess after i coming back from university and before u come back from work. I prepare the dishes n u jz come back n eat. SOMEMORE complaint u very tired, your work very tired so what. SO AM I. MY CLASS IS EVEN MORE HECTIC THAN URS. (at least u get ur bloody paid.). even jz cook for a few meals u expect us to bow down n say thank you meh?
i really envy those who would express themselves easily, i really do. They can show people how mad, how happy they are. I could nvr do it. No idea. probably i prefer to keep everything to myself, my emotion, my feelings, my thinking. that is y sometimes i feel like explode. my patience is almost at limits, that is y sometimes i act dumb. The insanity of inside me is growing.

Happy but Sad!

Umm..ironic isn't it?haha..just receive my result today and i seriously would expect better. soooo much better, n it turned up something that doesn't really show out my effort.
I m Happy,yes, since i have passed my exam. Sad because its just a pass. I really have no idea what went wrong. People always say " you will always see the result of hardworking."but turn out not quite so. Its has a feeling of unfairness. People with less intelligent, work so hard and get this result while people with higher intelligent is capable to get better marks with less work. where do i go wrong?
Guess should try even harder next time. with 2 fold of hardworking.