finally...i have a day off from works after the crazy Christmas period and boxing day sales. it was really busy in the shop and packed with shoppers to come to buy sunnies for Christmas present or themselves...well we make quite a good sales, but its tiring. i have being working til 12am for 2 days starting from 2pm.
here is a few pictures i took recent out of boredom.

christmas tree!!! nice??well its packed with tinsels.

plum!!!it just at my backyard...its kinda sour. but something happen..the whole tree's fruit just disappear for some reason.

flowers...it seems nice, dunno wat is it called.

thats all for now.
status life: like an empty bottle.

New jobs.

yahoo..finally got a job in melbourne..now i work in 1001 optical in westfield doncaster. its a nice place, the people are very friendly...teach me nicely..but i think i did quite a lot of mistake..shhhh....I hope i wont get scold or anything...wat to do...i a newbie there.
anyway...mostly i do is customer services. sales sunglasses and specs..dun ask me about contact lens yet..coz i have no idea how they do it here. Lenses...pretty much i memorise the refractive index for different refractive error..n the price are costly..
1st stupid mistake i made is there is a customer came in and ask whether do we are selling any sunnies o nt..d problem is i dunno wat sunnies is, n i thought its a brand, so i say NO. then they guy was stund coz we were just standing beside the sunnies. SUNNIES actually mean sunglasses which i dunno until i start working in the shop..man that was embarrasing. crap!!..hahaha
hope i not gonna do anything stupid again.

exam over period!!

yes..exam has over for almost a week...finally have the chance to relax n tidy up everything...
well...good things about holiday is that u dun have to go uni, dun have to revise, dun have to worry about exams and anything...u jz relax...and do something u like to do.
but i started to get bored already...most of the time i jz stay home and watched movies, play games or sometimes do some gardening..
hahaha..finally..i got a job trial on monday..trial for half a day, if my performance is good i will b employed..hopefully..it will b a chance for me to expose to the optometry world, and gain experience later in life in sense of how to run a optical shop.
aii...bored bored bored...can anyone suggest wat can i do for this holiday??
result going to release soon..so nervous

Examnotic = disease of examination.
symptom :
-obvious present of heavy eyes bag!
-craving at night.
-restless.
-hallucination about what u can do if there is not exam.
-day dreaming.
-cursing people who dun have examnotic (coz they finish their exam earlier.)
-cursing at lecturer who teach.
-curse at the people who come out with the idea, theory, discovery etc etc..
-talk to urself. (coz u r memorising stuff)

range of people will get it:
-age range from 18 to 30.

cause of disease:
-scare of retain 1 sem.
-kiasu
-show off.

FUnny events.

This is what happen..this morning i don't have any practical since its alternate week so i went to university at 11.30am. so when i reached city, i met a friend then we took tram together to university. Then, May called me and ask me join her for lunch, i was saying ok since i THOUGHT my class start at 1pm. then i ask my friend where is he going, he said lecture. then i told him i gonna met my friend 1st then go lecture. Then he look so confuse n ask me whether i gonna skip the pathology lecture or what. i said no, it start at 1pm rite. He was even more confused coz we were late and i can still go n meet my friend. the lecture was actually start at 12 instead of 1pm!!! thanks to him i miss 15 mins of my lecture and have to FFK May.sorry har..hahaha..
I laugh thru out the lect because thinking of my silliness.
funniest part is, after the lecture, Kirin came. He was walking so confidently into the building n ask us what are we doing outside..then we ask him back the exact question. He totally forgot that the lecture start at 12 instead of 1pm., so he came to uni for nothing.HAHHAHA...
finally found someone who is equally blur as me!!hahahah

FUnny events.

2 weeks after holiday n finally i got the time to write something here.
doing special happen so far..jz exam is coming soon. so everyone must be busy doing their revision, if not, they are the bravest student ever.hahaha..
man..i have studying real slow, read every single words on the lecture.oh..and i finally listen to audio lecture for my pathology since the lect speak like a M-15. non stop n blah.........everything.

hahaha..i m going back on 17th of jan...friend, u gonna miss up roti canai telur + bawang, chao mian, bah ku teh, teh tarik and every nice food.!!!!hahahaha

really tired~

PAINTBALL!!!= pain ball.ouch!!
finally got a chance to try paintball. not really a paint ball, it taste like some glue.(i kena some on the mouth, not deliberately go and try them!!)well....its fun, got the chance to shoot people around, but its really tiring as we need to ran around, hiding, shouting etc...hahaha..tired almost as tired as skiing. Overall, i have being shoot 11 times, i think, 1 on the face, 1 on head (somebody stupidly shoot me though i ask them to surrender), 2 on arms, 4 on chest, and 3 on thigh.(there is still bruises on the body, damn pain actually). Nice experience.
another interesting thing happen, my Macau friend suddenly ask me, what is the attractive place in KL?? i was like...hurm....NO IDEA.Probably MAMAK STALL and NIGHT MARKET. d place i used to go most of the time. hahahaha...sorry man, i just being there for 1 year, not really sure about the place.
Holiday finally comes to an end. NOOOOooo....means after this have to study for exam. EXAM!!! but i think i did a lot of stuff doing this holiday..lets c
1. i went to ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW.
2. PAINTBALL
3. STEAMBOAT AT MY HOUSE.
4. STUDY AT LIBRARY...once.
5. GOT THE CHANCE TO DRIVE AROUND.
6. and lastly...i have enough rest.hhahaha
oh and everybody...5/10/08 start day light saving...remember to change ur clock, watch etc to on hour earlier.

phew...finally i get the idea. the basic knowledge of doing the damn statistic assignment. no wonder its confusing, we have no statistic background. After chatting with my friends, i just realise that they also learn it from QM. that is why its easy to them and almost drive us crazy. some of them makes no sense at all.hahaha...
well...have to sleep early today, tomorrow we are going to play paint ball at oakleigh. have to wake up early in the morning to go city and meet up.
thats all today. kinda tired after thinking over the statistic. haih...2 statistic assignments, 1 optic assignment, and 2 CAL to go after break.

yes..finally my internet has return, everything speed up, yohoo...even time speed up also.
i just realise that i just has less than 1 month before my study break. =.=''
less than a month...thats mean each week i have to cover 1 subject at least...1 subject!!! okay...must start put on the nerd look adi, and start revision.
Today i spend my time wisely.wahahahah...went to city and change my air ticket for going back this summer. then i went to May's house and later we went to library to study, coz got air con..nice!!! study there for almost 3 hours. finally i get to understand my statistic. whats all the rejection, accepting, hypothesis stuff..phew..thanks may for the book.hahaha
At night we had dinner at a Korean restaurant with Michelle and Hisa. haven't seen her for a while, this almost like partial reunion dinner. then went back home. I almost miss my bus because when i reached there, the bus just passed the stop. so i have to ran all the way to other stop just to catch the bus..phew..if not i would b listening to another long lecture.
parent are going back soon, this sunday. Sad la. when they are here, they really help a lot. my mum cook every dinner, lunch and breakfast where my dad take care of the garden..thank you very much.

slowwww

arrrrrrrggggggggggg....my house internet has overloaded...everything so slow!!!
anyway..it helps me to concentrate with my studies.hahahaha...
OKay...from now on...I have determined to eat vegetables and cut down on his meat, sugar and salt intake..*sniff sniff*..although its hard to achieve.hahaha
After reading through pathology, i realise most kind of disease are due to imbalance diet...like too much meat will cause gout, too much salt leads to high blood pressure, too many sugar, anyone knows it, diabetes which would eventually lead too another much more disease. haih...well, has balance in everything is always right. funny this is that today during dinner when i start to eat carrot, my mum was sooooo surprise...she was asking me.."are u alright???y suddenly eat vege??"hahahaha....mum, i did eat vege hor...jz dat i dislike them, so i eat little of them.
Prevention is better than cure right, don't let them come to u 1st then only take action.it would be too late.hahaha..so must start to have good and healthy diet since we are still young, and have long way to go. live to the fullest of everyday.
YOSH...must fulfill this for better future.

~YAWN~~

well...thought might look around my picture folder to find something that would motivate me to study...hahaha..but guess not...jz find some neat stuff to bring back memory...
1st...my 21th and 20th birthday..well its a surprise party actually and i really din anticipate them.hahaha..they celebrate one week earlier than my actual date. Wel..thanks guys...that is my 1st birthday surprise ever.
21th

20th


gold coast visit..with May, Hisa, Qi Lun, Wen Kai and Yinci.




my sunway year..hahaha..study there for just a year and i have great time there. no curfew, no limits hostle life.hahaha..miss that time man..







Shopping at DFO..note:none of the bags are mine.. i was just sitting there so that they can put the stuff there.lol...

prefect year when i was in secondary high school. spot me if u can


Dinner at macadante when having our trinity term 3 break. hahaha...only me, may, dan dan and yinci were left in melbourne.the rest went back to malaysia.leaving us.

Finally...graduation..graduate from Trinity.wuhoo...c the happy face on everyone. that is a relief face..din know that Uni is more hectic.hahaha..


The most daring one.
this pic leh..is when i went to may's house for visit. 1st time come to her house..

this 1 is may, hisa and wen kai sneak into my house at the middle of the night while my sister is sleeping. man...my heart almost fall out if my sis ever find this happen.

Melbourne zoo visit.hahahaha...

time has pass real quick
cherish every moment,
never know when there is one day we may separated,
walk into different path of life.

gosh...did not do any study for whole day...
went to have bowling with brian, joseph and chris and later we went to play pools at the city. No idea why suddenly everyone so playful. Usually we would just stay home, study, gaming or watching tv. Its rare that we come out during sunday. hahaha
at night..hoohoh..my mum cook our local laksa. Sarawak laksa...man its nice...being missing it for 7 months. It different from any kind of laksa at west malaysia. (curry and asam laksa.)

tada...here is a pic of the laksa..
Another thing is that i just got my exam timetable. The schedule sucks!!!..start at 18 and ends at 28..the very last day of exam..everyone of my friends already off to have holiday and i am still there study for my stupid exam. how sad rite.....d funnier thing is that i put my date of exam on timetable that is like 18/19/26/28. Then all of a sudden, my friend ask me, does that number stand for anything??? actually, my friend interprets it as
"18 is where the age of growing up,
19 is the age where i want to stay forever
26 is the age i want to get married
and 28 is the age to have child."
wow...nice interpretation.hahaha...

Boring Saturday...

after all the hectic activity last week...man i m a totally tired. sleep early yesterday night, and still tired in the morning. Woke up quite early due to heat and sunlight. Man, summer is coming soon, and everyone knows...Melbourne summer isn't something pleasant eh. hahaha...hot like desert. ai..how come this year the weather change to rapid...i still want to enjoy cool weather. can't complaint too much, its nature. so whole day hiding in my room, try to some catch up. But failed, due to weather :) .hahaha..yeah..blame on the weather.
well...didnt do anything special today, just stay at home, doing some reading (though is just finish 1 page of immunology part.) its kinda hot 2day, so lazy to do anything.
now, the weather suddenly change to cold. strong wind is blowing, great..hopefully tomolo would b cold day and rain too..

2 days of full enjoyment...

Like the title has said...2 days of enjoyment and fun.
1st was steamboat and assignment at my house, which happened yesterday (and i am too tired to write it yesterday). my friends came to my house and did our assignment together, the telescope designing and some come to see my house. We did our assignment from morning til about 4 something, around that time, we all start to get restless and lazy, therefore we call it a day although we didnt really finish it. After that, we went to buy the food at boxhill, I Drive.hahaha...
we really enjoy ourself that night, having the whole house to ourself, laughing and eating.
And 2day...i went to ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW..hahaha..wuhoo...1st time being there though have being staying in Melbourne for 3 years.hahaha...fun place to go. It has lots of games, rides, displays and etc.. The entrance cost about 17 per person and average each ride cost about 7 -8 dollars. kinda expensive though. We just go for few of the rides, like the SkyView, bumper car, and one more(forgot what is it call.) Its really fun and we enjoy urself there.hahaha...but sadly i din win any price..aiii..must start training now, so that can b prepare for next year.hahaha...
i got home around 11...guess what..lecture on 'not to go back so late' by parent.hahaha..

Bumper car ride....banging each other back, front and side.hahaha

Night view of the shop of RMS

DINNER....have pizza and nachoes for dinner...not bad but expensive

SKYVIEW

some random game shop inside royal melbourne show

YES!!...half way thru my optic assignment, that is to design a telescope (keplerian).
its not really hard so far except for the part where we need to calculate aberration and stuff..that is very tricky part. well..i was wondering why does an optometry student need to design a telescope???haih..well its easier than to design a spectacle for a person.
done nothing special today. drive to Westfield ShoppingTown and Boxhill to do some grocery. i drive.huhuhu..nvr drive to there before so kinda lost during the way..
Now need to concentrate on my studies..i still have lots to catch up before class start.
here is nice stuff..
RISK

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose your feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds
is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken,
because the greatest risk of all is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing,
has nothing and is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he cannot learn, he cannot feel,
he cannot change, he cannot grow
and he cannot love.
Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.
Only the person who risks is truly free

finally...mid sem break is here.phew...after hectic 8 weeks of classes.
what should i do for my break..hurm..initially wanted to catch up with studies!! BUT...
1st day of break, i went to Williamstown with my family for BBQ.wohoo~~~nice place to relax, with cool breeze and fine weather. hahaha...i really enjoy that outing.
2nd day, i have going out as well...to shop with my friends at DFO. hahaha...well..quite tiring since we walk almost every shop, from 1 to 5 pm. good exercise eh.hahaha..i din buy anything although i saw lots of nice jackets, jeans and clothes. have to save up for my 6K equipment next year. unless some people would sponsor for me, i would promise them permanent free eyes check up with 30% off the specs when i open my shop.hahaha..after shopping, we went to Nelayan (indonesian cafe) for dinner. not bad though the curry laksa. jz that too much coconut milk. kinda yucky at the end.hahaha..
so far that is what did for my hols.hahaha...soon would b my friends coming to my house for 'assignment' and steamboat. that is so gonna be fun.
next will b going to Royal Melbourne Show, which i nvr being there after 3 years in melbourne. Rumours say that its nice and fun BUT expensive. oh well, jz go for experience.hopefully worth it.

i havent start my revision (which is bad/ initial intention), not to mention that i got 2 assignment which i havent started as well. hahaha..aii..should start tomolo, this semester mz score well...mz get higher than last sem.



1st pic is a guitarist who played folks song at Williamstown during some festival. he sang really good by the way.hahaha..
2nd pic is a yatch which i think it looks nice.

yahooo~~~

MST ( mid sem test) has finally over......woohooo....never before feel after my mst would feel so good. Finish visual processing (still okay) and pathology ( i screwed it) mst.hahaha..not gonna review them til next month or near final exam. hahahaha...
after the tests we straight away go for lunch. nice place..i love the pan mian. best ever in melbourne.hahahaha...then we went for little shopping..to release stress. ( actually i am really tired after the test, as i din sleep well d day before. cough whole night til i jz manage to sleep 4 hours).
finally, i went back home. almost overshoot my stop.hahaha..if i overshoot..man, i have to walk back from westfield, which is not so near. and i walk back home, and feel very light, no stress for a while before my final and optics assignment :(
anyway..thats all for 2day.

its kinda falling apart.
everything. sien. everything i have done is down to drain.
oh..damn. its think i have to rethink over.
rethink over my life...what have i done, where have i gone wrong,
how do i get it confuses, why have i done to it.
POT...
is it that i am stress...possible, maybe.
i just hate confusing path. neither here nor there.
look from there, i cant see any ending. lost n confused.

一個人想得多，
看得多，
就有一種愛一個人是一生一世的感覺。
有情喝水飽，
是因為情人在心裡，
只有牵挂是永遠的，
它永遠是跟隨你的心思走，
永遠不變。
三心兩意是人的本性，
你變我變，心變身變，
時間在變，
人生是多姿多彩的，只有自身不斷的接受時間，
環境，
身體的變化，
思想的成熟，
變人精，
大智若愚，
大隠於市。
放開自己，
相信朋友，
不要想去認識別人，
要給朋友認識你，
回頭看看自己身邊的人，
珍惜現有的朋友，
別在天堂找天堂，
天堂就在你身旁。

当有个人爱上你，
而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
你说：你要找一个你很爱很爱的人，
你才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你：
怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你却无法回答他，
因为你自己也不知道。
没错，我们总是以为，
我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是后来，当我们蓦然回首，
我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，
你怎么知道自己会不会
很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，
是要在一起经历了
许多事情之后才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够
找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过：
在你身边会不会早已经
有人默默对你付出很久了，
只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！
有人说：喝酒的时候，
六分醉的微醺感是最舒服的。
肌肉可以得到松弛，
眼中看到的一切都是可爱的，
如果你还继续喝，
很可能隔天你会头疼欲裂，
全身不舒服，
完全丧失了喝酒的乐趣。
吃饭的时候，
七分饱的满足感是最舒服的。
口中还留着食物的香味，
再加上饭后甜点、
水果，保持身材和身体健康绝对足够。
如果你还继续吃，
很可能会肠胃不适、
吃太饱想睡觉，
完全丧失了吃饭的乐趣。
当你爱一个人的时候，
爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；
剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，
很可能会给对方沉重的压力，
让彼此喘不过气来，
完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分喔。
那天朋友问我：
到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑着跟他说：
其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，
但就怕说错反倒变成误导那就糟糕了！
如果你也正在为爱迷惘，
或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人！
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅。
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求。
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。
如果你都做到了，
即使你不再爱一个人，
也只有怀念，而不会怀恨。
你懂得如何去爱了吗？试试看吧！
"If you love someone,
let it be and set him/her free,
if he/she comes back to you,
it's meant to be "
如果你爱一个人，随遇而安，
让他/她自由的飞，如果最后
他/她还是回到你身边，
那就是命中注定的。

AIIIIiiii...Fan la. my forgetfulness is jz killing me.
I forget to clean the kitchen before going out, and forget to buy my sis dinner when i was on my way home. as a consequence, of course, get scold from my parent n sis. WTF.
i m really wondering, asking them to clean a day of kitchen would die meh!!!???.. if u want to get mad, i m the 1 who should get angry. Used to b me who clean up all those mess after i coming back from university and before u come back from work. I prepare the dishes n u jz come back n eat. SOMEMORE complaint u very tired, your work very tired so what. SO AM I. MY CLASS IS EVEN MORE HECTIC THAN URS. (at least u get ur bloody paid.). even jz cook for a few meals u expect us to bow down n say thank you meh?
i really envy those who would express themselves easily, i really do. They can show people how mad, how happy they are. I could nvr do it. No idea. probably i prefer to keep everything to myself, my emotion, my feelings, my thinking. that is y sometimes i feel like explode. my patience is almost at limits, that is y sometimes i act dumb. The insanity of inside me is growing.

Happy but Sad!

Umm..ironic isn't it?haha..just receive my result today and i seriously would expect better. soooo much better, n it turned up something that doesn't really show out my effort.
I m Happy,yes, since i have passed my exam. Sad because its just a pass. I really have no idea what went wrong. People always say " you will always see the result of hardworking."but turn out not quite so. Its has a feeling of unfairness. People with less intelligent, work so hard and get this result while people with higher intelligent is capable to get better marks with less work. where do i go wrong?
Guess should try even harder next time. with 2 fold of hardworking.

Footprint in the sand

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamt he waswalking with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes of his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand; one belonged to him,
and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there
was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it had
happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered the man and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during
the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why,
when I needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied,
"My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."