my friends...

pic took at gold coast with powerpuff girls
after spending a year in Trinity College i met a lot of new friends...all from different countries, cultures....but among all...i got 5 friends whom i cherish the most...
start from right....is qi lun...a clever and lucky person i ever met...not only he is clever, he is skilled in everything...like games or sport...he is really good player in basketball...he is a good person with caring heart..if u in trouble, he will help and giving advice. sometimes he is a bit straight forward the way he talk..really straight..hahaha....now he got a girlfriend adi...too bad la lun...cant c len lui anymore.hahahaha..anyway..i think he very fond of her girlfriend..unusually, he skip basketball and company his girlfriend to town for shopping..usually he will say:"aiya...shopping can go at other day mah...now play ball 1st"hahahaha
next is may...a stuborn yet confidence girl. she is confidence in what she do and noe that it will turn out well( sometimes dont) hahaha...she is dubbed as Miss Complaint..she complaint everything..literally everything...a good person who will stand out for friends...
next is wen kai....the first time i met this guy...i tell u...i thought he got something wrong with his head....coz when i saw him write his own birthday on the college's application form and i asked him about it..he can say that he lied to them...=.=lll..hahhaha...but after a long time..i realized that he is also a siao kias..bwaahah..like being childish play waterpistol..hehehe...he is a person with a kind and generous heart. undeniable that his general knowledge is wide...esp with china history..hahaha.....he is also a cheerful person...but sometimes can get really moody...XP..PLUS..HE IS THE REAL LAME KING....NOT ME!!!
next is yinci the penguine...(reason for this name have to ask lun)....a energetic and cheerful girl. she is also very hardworking and helpful girl. good to chat and share idea with. her house always be the "headquarters" for all of us...we play, gather there most of the time..hahahha...undoubtedly, she is also very clever..and tend to be a dentist or optometrist in the future..she also got a very caring and loving heart..she love her family very much and care for them.
next is HISA....like people to call her pretty..errrrr...hehehehe...she is a nice girl...kind person also..d first day i met her...i thought she is those type who likes to go clubbing til late night or those who dun really care about study...I was wrong...she is clever and hardworking..caring somemore..
thank you all for all this time..i appreciate the time i am together with u all...i learn quite a lot from u...hope we will meet again...

worry sick..

hi...spend a week in Gold Coast was fun..we went to sea world, movie world and dreamworld...to my surprise..the place was really fun..i thought just go to the world and sit there watch my friends go for the ride. I was really proud of myself that i dare to take the challenge from my friends. I dare ride the roller coaster, giant drop all kinds of ride that i nvr want to have. The feeling was really amazing and fun, i had never shout so loud in my entire life, even though giving command in a marching group. hahahha.... moreover the beach was absolutely beautiful. The sand is white and the water is very clear. We took a lot of pictures of the beach. At the last day, we saw a half naked woman on the beach ( i think she lost her upper bikini..=P). But unfortunately i didnt wear my glasses and i cant a thing. I lose my glasses because it was washed away by the wave when i was in the water (silly me) and now i think some sharks must have wear it to have better view...hahahahaha...
after the holiday is our college day of result release. To my disappointment, my average only have 87 and my EAP only have 70. That mean that i could not get into dentistry in the university of melbourne as well as physiotherapy. I only manage to get into the minimum requirement of Optometry. Now my only hope is only Optometry at university of melbourne, Dental science from University of Adelaide and Optometry and physiotherapy from either University of western australia and University of Queensland.
This few days i am really really really sad. I try so hard and this is what i get. I just feel unfair. Not only that it just make my really really worry about my future. Whenever i think of it, i feel insecure. It just like my future is still blur. I almost got watery eyes whenever i think of it. I am really sad. Not only i disappoint my family members, i make them worry about me.
haih...now all i can do is PRAY..pray hard and hope he will have mercy on me.
DEAR GOD, i know i often sin against you. I am really sorry for it and i ask for forgiveness and mercy. Mercy on me LORD. I really need your help. I am lost and i dont know where am i. please guide me and show me a path. I entrust myself into YOUR mighty hand.

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!

bwahaha...third day of holiday....we went to celebrate my friend birthday...JOyce birthday..hahaha... we having lunch at a korean store...but i forgot the name oledi.... we give her soft toy that we bought when we r going to china town...hahahaa...a big 1 though...
after that....wen kai and yinci come to my house to watch drama series and manga....they stayed here until 6 something( before my sis come back from work)..after that we went out to rent some movie to watch..because too bored adi...hahhahahhaa..then i went to yinci's house to watch the movie until 11.......XP
erm....i suddenly notice something after talking to wen kai....i notice that i m really lonely...
whenever i saw couple in the street...sometimes...i really ask myself...when will i have that chance...to love and to be loved by someone....i really envy my friends when they told me when they have a partner....i really am...i feel they are really lucky...hahahhhahahaha.....
i tried...but just fated that i cant have a partner till now....i dunno why...probably d appearance..XP.....bwahahaha....anyway...that is all for today...